I spent the past week in Deggendorf, Germany on a team retreat with OM East. We went on this retreat last year and it's amazing to think how much I've done / changed since then! This year we did an unusual study of the book of Mark that ended up being extremely powerful and meaningful. We were split up into groups (quite a mixture of people from every age and country you can imagine) and acted out about six chapters of Mark each. My group had the crucifixion of Jesus. At first I was a little nervous about that being our part. What are the chances that in 3 days you could put together something that would do the most astonishing moment in all of history justice? In the end, on the day of the performance, it was such a moving experience for us all. The roles were not typical, Jesus was a girl, the woman who anointed Him for burial was a guy, I was Peter, and somehow it fit. In the final scene there were real tears on the floor near the 'cross.'
I learned so much about love during this week through the study of Mark and also in my own times with God. I continue to realize that I'm never more alive than when I'm in love, fully abandoned and in an all out pursuit of God. That's what I was made for. None of this half-hearted junk, or a moody love that comes and goes based on how I'm feeling. Whew, that's tough. This is a work in progress but I'm thankful to be thinking, asking, and waiting about God's consuming love during Easter time.
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I love how you articulate things. :)
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