Doors

This is my sixth day home in Pennsylvania. Things are not the way I expected, but still good. I found out on Monday that the House of Prayer internship I was planning on doing is being postponed until January due to a lack of interest. That was a shocking blow at first. What does one do when you think you hear from God something specific, and then the door shuts abruptly? I'm learning that you keep going the way you were before, choosing not to lean on your own understanding of what's going on, but trusting God for everything. Now, I'm feeling the pressure to find a job so that I feel like I have some purpose here. But, until that happens, I'll just focus on what God has blessed me with for this season; lots and lots of time with my nephews :)